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>> appreciate you coming to me. >> you're welcome, thank you mr. kimbley for at being all disruptive for me, and everything else. i figured i would just give you some peace and quiet, and figured that is what you needed. and i'll come back and talk to you, okay? thank you. >> with most of the inmates that don't cause any problems, i will go out of my way to spend more time talking to them. he was all excited about writing things down and showing it to me. that kind of boosted my attitude. he was a little happier. i don't think we'll have any problem with him kicking the door. >> you act like i...

Father. social workers filed abuse reports in the home. >> the night before we get in an argument, and he starts to hit me, punch my hair, blacks my eye and bloodies my nose and he finally goes to bed. my heart is beating out of my chest. >> she felt her life was in danger and she picked up her father's gun and shot him in the back of the head as he saut sat on the couch. >> how many times? >> ten, 12 times. it's horrifying, very traumatic. it is something i dream about. i will have to live with that the rest of my life. >> carmac says not all memories of her father are negative. >> my dad, he...

>> i feel like i -- i ain't never talked about i was a kid, i was probably about 12, that was the first time i ever thought you really loved me. other than that i ain't never had -- i don't know what the hell love is. i rather not have shoes, clothes, all that materialistic [ bleep ] and just have my mom and my dad. that's just how i feel. i wish i would have had my mom and my dad. and i feel like i would have been all right. i would have had some morals and some principles. you know what i'm saying? that's why i'm so angry. you know what i'm saying? because of stuff i never had. >> moments la...

Saying, honestly in my heart i didn't want you to end up here with me. you might think i'm saying this for the cameras. for real, [ bleep ] these cameras. i only did the interview for you. you feel me? i only did it so i can have this conversation. you know what i'm saying? this is affecting me way more than it's affected you. because i know that the majority of this is only because i wasn't there. >> that's all i wanted to hear. that little bitty piece right there. this whole conversation, that was the only piece i wanted to hear. the only piece i wanted to hear. i'm no longer mad at him. at ...

Sometimes it's all right. it's stressful. not being out there. you know what i mean. what i really learned is i need to get out there to my son. that is the only thing that is really stressing me out. because i want to seriously be a father figure. because i know what it feels not to have a father. i don't want to see him going through the same thing. >> you didn't have a father? >> i had one, but in and out. right now i'm following in his footsteps. you know what i mean? >> when was the last time you actually got to touch your child? >> i ain't. >> you never touched your child? >> huh-uh, so ...