>> i think today is a good start. yeah. >> you do have to be connected to him forever. any time we hear your name, we see your face, you're tied to harvey. how does that feel? >> it's -- there was a point in the beginning a long time ago after it happened, i thought of it then. i thought he's going to be in my obituary, because i knew what i was planning. it just took me 20 years to do it. i had to make peace with him being in my obituary. >> are you at peace now? do you walk away from this happy -- does the book, the chapter end now, or does the story still continue for you? >> well, the stor...