MSNBC MSNBC Live With Hallie Jackson December 25, 2019 15:35:00
Believe that you could be right there with her in a very small area -- >> mm-hmm. >> reporter: -- and she's shot, and you don't know what happened. >> yeah. maybe in their heads. in mine, i was confused. >> reporter: could this be an accident? >> what i say to that is i didn't see. i don't know what happened. >> reporter: that's how he felt just hours after the shooting, but as the months passed, conrad came to the conclusion heidy may have taken her own life. his wife, he said, wasn't as tough as she appeared. was she a sad person? was she a depressed person? >> when she drank a little bit, y...