Detailed text transcripts for TV channel - MSNBC - 20121118:10:24:00
Blacks my eyes, bloodies my nose and finally he throws up his hands and goes to bed. my heart is beating out of my chest. i'm shaking. >> carmack said when the abuse continued the following morning, she felt her life was in danger. she picked up her father's gun and shot him in the back of the head as he sat on the couch. >> how many times did you shoot him? >> 10, 12 times. i mean, it's horrifying. it's very traumatic. it is very -- it's something i dream about. i'll have to live with that for the rest of my life. >> carmack says not all memories of her father are negative. >> my dad, he woul...