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David P. Harm, Jr., 41, of Grand Rapids, MN passed away Monday, May 24, 2021, at his home.

>> you've lost your mother in this horrible way. he almost took your life. but tell me what's the hardest right now and why? >> my son and watching him suffer. my mother, she's at peace and she's good. and i'm good with where she is. and big david, well he did what he did. and he's at peace. and little david is still walking and breathing and suffering and it's just hard to watch that. i pray for him every day. every day. first thing i do when i wake up. last thing i do before i go to bed.

Says she will not respond to his angry letters. >> personally i think it's manipulation at its finest. i know he's hurt. i know he's angry. i know he feels lost and abandoned. and all of that is completely natural. but that doesn't give him the right to be mentally or emotionally abusive to me. i think david has misplaced anger. he doesn't know how to handle what his dad did. he has never dealt with it, because he chose dope to cope. he put himself there. he's the only one that can pull him out of it. i cannot fix this. >> missy still lives in the home where her husband, david sr., fired the s...

Numbness. kept coming to jail. kept getting other chances. >> what is your relationship with your mom now? >> after everything happened, it was crappy. i blamed her for a lot of it. i blamed her. i blamed myself. i blamed her parents. you know. i felt like everyone just came down on my dad too hard. and i still feel that way a little bit. >> i get a lot of the blame. and, of course, i understand it. and i take it. and i accept it. and it's okay. i'm a mom. that's what i do. i know that what his father did is not my fault. i love my son. he's my heart. and i'll never give up on him. although i ...

>> do you see a pattern developing here, david? >> i got an anger problem, i guess. each fight i have been in, i have not started it. >> walker, daniel, i'm back! >> as ratliff begins his next 30 days in segregation, jail a digital camera to record his thoughts. >> what's up? i swear, they hand out 30 days like [ bleep ]. 30 days hurt. i don't care. i don't care what anyone says or how hard or how tough -- man i'm [ bleep ] telling you it hurts. i'm telling you, man. these walls start to talk to you in your [ bleep ] mind, man. god put me in here for a reason, you know. shape me up.