Came for me at that time. >> you seem so cool but you're getting a little emotional about it. after ten years of being here, did that upset you? >> it upset me extremely. i looked at my family has one who had the potential to fulfill a lot of different aspects in my life based on what was happening with me at school, being the junior vice president and just a leader at my school. and really, if you think to yourself just imagine you without ten years. >> the thing is, when you committed a crime, you got into an altercation with some kids and you guys were throwing rocks, right? >> right, we we...