Tight-knit diving community. can you tell us, first, why you decided you weren't going on this trip and how you feel now knowing what happened? >> i very much wanted to be on the trip. i ended up having a hip replacement, and then the hip replacement went bad. then i had to have a secondary surgery, so i had to cancel all my trip plans. >> so you had to cancel all your trip plans. you were very disappointed. you've been on this boat many, many times, right? >> several times. probably at least a hundred. >> at least a hundred. so tell us a little bit about the boat and how surprised you were th...