Detailed text transcripts for TV channel - DW - 20181123:09:34:00
I think in my condition it's perfectly natural to conclude the death is the only way out i long for it no don't be frightened suicide is out of the question i wouldn't do that to the scandal would be too great i have a better idea. tchaikovsky involvement too early and he. was of course religious but it also meant that for him as a religious person engine suicide was a sin and. i intended to pop this wild throw seemingly natural pass. it must be possible to kill oneself with a severe cold i will know and myself into cold water for as long as my limbs can
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