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And the thing is, it's very difficult for me to say, but a little hope is a lot of hope. and when you have a little bit of hope in you, that's all you want to grab on to. and when you feel life just leaving your body like that, all you can hope for is that your loved ones are okay. and you just lose all your senses. you can't think. you can't hear anything. you lose track of time. all you're just focused on is waiting for that phone call or your text. it's a very frustrating and very confusing experience. >> eugene, i'm watching your reaction there. this is still fresh and raw for you, isn't i...