Just a lot going on in your head and a lot of emotions to deal with. i have to keep moving, keep pushing. this will not break me, this will not derail my plans, my life. so that's when i was like, i want to go to fertility specialist, see if there's something wrong, something we can diagnose or fix, i'm just a problem solver by nature. all came back with no issue, no problem, you have plenty of eggs, you're healthy, fertile, sometimes miscarriages just happen. that's what my fertility doctor said, my obgyn said, what the research says. i took a couple months and we tried again that summer, and...