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>> i said that i lost my wife. >> yes, you did. >> i did. and yes. >> how did you lose her then -- before she was lost? explain that. >> there are different kinds of loss, amber. >> reporter: different kinds of loss. now what did that mean? >> coming up -- >> we did have a romantic relationship. >> reporter: revealing the truth to the world. amber frey's fire storm. >> almost like exploding your own bomb. >> i had a panic attack, i couldn't breathe. >> when "dateline" continues. continuing now with our story -- laci peterson was missing. >> i was absolutely panicked.