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>> nicole hockley kept scanning the crowd for her 6-year-old son. >> i remember just looking, staring at each one and just not understanding why he wasn't there. people were holding signs with classrooms, and i found someone holding ms. soto's sign, but it wasn't ms. soto. and there were just a couple of kids there including dylan's reading partner. and i walked up and i said, where's the rest of the class? and i looked down at dylan's reading partner, and she just -- her eyes were, like, wide like saucers, and she was just staring, and -- and i thought, oh, gosh, this isn't good. >> scarlet l...

It's also -- it's very difficult to constantly have to reckon with the fact that he's gone. >> it's been ten years since mark barden lost his 7-year-old son daniel at sandy hook. >> it's still so present and still raw. >> but yet you've chosen this as your life's work. >> yes, yeah. it's the way that i've chosen to honor daniel. we trained people how to look out for one another and how to protect them and how to be aware. >> immediately after the tragedy barden and hockley started sandy hook promise. >> it's been one month since i lost >> it's been one month since i lost my son dylan. i do not...

To their crisis center. >> what's the next frontier? what do you still want to do with sandy hook promise? >> i want our programs in every single school in the entire country. when i think back to mothers against drunk driving and how one simple program changed behavior for generations, that's what i want to start with say something to be. >> how would you describe where you are now personally? >> you know, i'm never going to be the person i was before 12/14 again. i've changed too much. and that ridiculously joyful person i was before is -- she died that day too. i still never grieved dylan. ...

He said, i do a really good job at karate with my class every week, and i'm pretty sure i can take on whoever's bad out there if you let me try, like, let me out. again, that's a first grader, right? >> she and her students hid in the bathroom for 45 excruciating minutes. >> and it was a s.w.a.t. team that found us. all the s.w.a.t. members had one of two of my kids and we're just running. at this point i held it together in the classroom because i knew i had do, but at this point i'm crying. i don't know if i was hysterical. i'm asking the s.w.a.t. team, did you really get them? are they gone...