Change in terms of the legal system that is in place right now. if you could, what do you want people to know about what happened to you? i know it is so hard to talk about. what can you share with our viewers? >> i'd like them to know that i've lived, for the last 36 years, in a state of turmoil. i've been highly affected by the relationship, the grooming process of this. i don't want it to be left out that, yes, you know, the physical side of this is traumatic, and in many, many cases, survivors are still trying to get over that, but there's also an emotional and a psychological effect that ...