Castro-monties. i appreciate you taking the time to joins, you can tell us how you found out and how you felt when you heard the news? >> i found out through a text message from my younger brother at about 12:19 this morning. so obviously, i was sleeping. i got a text, and when i looked at it, it was just my brother saying did you hear that ariel killed himself? and i immediately, you know, sat up in the bed, turned on the tv to search for the news to see what had happened. and then, you know, we saw a local reporter in front of what used to be the house reporting on the incident. >> i spent a...