Detailed text transcripts for TV channel - MSNBC - 20151227:01:41:00
You know, when you have that gun in your hand, feels like you're on top of the world, really. once you pull that trigger, it feels like it starts to twitch and you can't let go. once you shoot somebody once or once you fire a gun once, you're like, hey, you already experienced it. it's nothing really. just a loud shot and a boom. someone can be hit. it's messed up. it really is. >> you can't turn back the clock. you can't put the bullet back in the gun. it gist doesn't work. i can be mad at the judge, but i put me in his courtroom. if i hadn't been in his courtroom, he wouldn't have been able ...