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Heroin. and i think physically my mouth was, i, jaw dropped. he said, i don't know why i'm doing it dedra, it just makes me feel numb. i don't feel anything when i'm doing it, so i wish i could tell you if i'm going to stop, why, or, you know, what i'm thinking when i do it, what triggers me to do it, but all i know, the feelings that i had when i had when i got home, i don't have when i'm under the influence of that. >> loftis went back to counselor. he swore he'd quit the drugs. he tried to be a good dad. but he would sometimes disappear for hours without explanation. >> our laundry is down ...