BBCNEWS BBC News September 1, 2021 20:53:00
In conversation, i'd say the n—word, the p—word. i wasn't a very nice person. i'm not ashamed to admit it. i'm ashamed of what i was, because it's who i was, and it's not who i am any more. one of the things he used to say was things like, "you can't have a black boyfriend, don't bring a black boy home." or we'd walk past people who were selling the big issue and it would be, "well, we only buy them from english people, because they can just go home and be homeless there." it wasn't a necessarily, like, outward thing, he wouldn't go, "oh, my god, i hate these kind of people," but it was, k...