Thinking. but, yeah i didn't, i didn't know if i would have had enough time to react. or whatever. i just thought, well you know kind can't go down without a fight. >> there was a time when a wave blocks the view. and, and the viewers, we can't see what's happening. at that point, were you separated from your board? >> yeah i had been knocked off my board. and, yeah that's when the -- the shark bit through my leg rope. and -- but, yeah it circled back around. that's when it, yeah, just came straight past me. i was just push might way away from it. you know? and, just trying to just trying to g...