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The older we get, we think about the other side of life. and we don't want to be in this world without each other. >> i would be devastated to lose that other half. >> it would be like losing my right arm, or losing myself. >> just a year ago, 61-year-old doug lost his identical twin brother, phil, to a sudden heart attack. do you feel like part of you is gone? >> i feel like the outer shadow of me is gone. that mirror that is beside me. but i feel like he's still with me, every day, every minute, every second. i just can't talk to him. i can't touch him. >> what do you miss most about him? >>...

But thankfully, he's not alone. he's surrounded by others who loved phil. his wife, jill, and his sister-in-law, jenna. >> i have another one going. >> yes, this is the same jenna and jill who married doug first. >> i got my section done first. >> you want to help with mine? >> yes. >> for the last 25 years, the four have shared everything together. living in the same house, with their bedrooms across the hall. >> with jenna and jill, we saw how close they were. so, we moved in the same house, and it's worked so well for us. we've been able to raise two wonderful kids. my brother's son, and my...

>> it was very overwhelming. >> had you seen identical twins before? >> not that many. i'm like, yay, we're not freaks anymore. >> and we fell in love. >> it was in our early 20s when we went. i said, if we found twin guys, that would be kind of neat. >> we would still have our twin bonds together, and we could maybe live together. >> their first summer at the festival, jill and jenna met another set of identical twins, phil and doug. when the brothers invited them on a cruise to get to know each other, jill and jenna didn't hesitate. >> we looked at each other and said, we're going on the cru...

Little kiss on it and maybe the wish would come up and go to phil and maybe he know that i'm, you know, just thinking of him all the time. >> the stars are kept in jenna's room on phil's side of the bed. >> the angel. >> okay. we're going to do this. we're going to go together. >> i love you. >> i love you, phil. >> moving forward, is it three of you? >> we don't see it any other way. >> you're now out numbered by two women. >> we were out numbered by two women before because they are identical twin married, identical twin sisters are mad at you.

Wedding anniversary. >> yes, it is. but with one less person. >> the one empty chair at the dinner table has been hard on all three of them. and for jenna and jill, phil's death has challenged their relationship like nothing else has. what have things been like for you since september? >> it's been hard. our relationship has changed. we get mad at each other over dumb things. >> why do you think it's affected your relationship? >> i think she doesn't have her other half. i still have doug. so i think she gets upset about that. she feels lonely. >> i do. >> we include her, but she feels a littl...