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>> i have tattoos because i have tattoos. i don't have tattoos to hide behind. i don't have tattoos to make up for some lacking part of my personality. nothing of that nature. that's not the case. i'm visibly tattooed and i'm heavily tattooed in places where people see because i like to see them. >> by definition, if it's an unconscious, they have no consciousness of it. if you bring it to their attention, they'll say no, you're absolutely wrong. but they can never win that argument because in your unconscious, you don't know, but i'm the expert, and, therefore, i say it's in your unconscious,...

>> meg still plans on doing more body modification, even though she delves deeper into her religion. her boyfriend dan sees how much extra work it takes for them to be accepted. while meg is confident it will eventually happen, dan isn't so hopeful. >> i don't think we'll ever be really accepted in the hasidic community just because of the fact that she is so heavily modified and that kind of thing. but it really isn't that much of a conflict for me. [ speaking hebrew ] ♪ >> the poet ralph waldo emerson once said, "make your own bible." that's exactly what meg and company are doing as they b...

Suspension. >> it's piercing hooks through various parts of the body depending on what style you want to hang and suspending from them, being lifted off the ground and hanging from your flesh. >> it's not as bad as it sounds. >> it sounds bad. >> it sounds terrible but it's not that bad. >> it's really not. >> if you do it from one or two or three hooks, then the pressure is really intense. and this is part of native american, like the sundance ritual. they only did it from two hooks in their chest and that, that's -- but that was tied into a whole religious ethos and the whole culture was inv...

They can get that final tattoo that somehow gives them some peace with themselves. but for a lot, it's a never-ending process. and if they don't come to some self-realization or some self-peace, then they have to move on. and from tattooing, you go on to branding and from branding you go on to putting implants in your skull and in your skin, and then from there it can really start to escalate into uncontrollable body modification. >> in fact, meg is planning to take her modification further. today she is having a tattoo blacked over by her best friend, brooklyn tattoo artist joyra moore. >> i'...

>> oh, hell. [ bleep ] i hate you. >> i'm nowhere near your elbow. >> close enough. >> what used to be easy when meg was young and impulsive is more difficult now that she says she's old and cranky. within an hour she calls it quits. >> i'm done. >> she wants to be done. >> oh, you -- ah! >> it just feels too gross. i don't want to throw up. >> okay, okay. >> i'm not in the mood to puke today. >> fine. >> it went as expected. the tattoo turned out good. it's done. yeah. when we return, what's it like living in their skin? the prejudice tattooed women say they face on a daily basis. >> you're...