CNNW Anderson Cooper 360 August 31, 2013
0 all i want to do is die. it is the only way to end the pain i go through everyday 24/7 and more important the pain that trial will bring to others. time to go to the last undiscovered country, although i am not the monster that josh is, i am one nevertheless. a coward, because i could not do what was right. looking back on my life, i was nothing but a self-centered asshole who cared only of himself. but the ironic facet to this is that i have always had the ability to change, but cowards don't change. they become me. >> the judge actually toured his cell yesterday. it is called a safe cell w...