Neurotic Compulsion News Today : Breaking News, Live Updates & Top Stories | Vimarsana

Show, robin and fred and gary. all the people i work with. i said to myself, why am i doing this anymore? it makes me crazy. i hate getting up early in the morning. and i don't particularly like doing the show. i am driven by a neurotic compulsion to do that show. and it doesn't seem enjoyable. i go home every night and say, i didn't get it right, i didn't do it right, i did a horrible job, the show was horrible. >> how much of that comes from that early experience with your parents? i read about you watching your father praising people that he really respected and you craving that praise. and...

Day to carry on doing this? >> i don't know. i came to a conclusion because my contract was up a few months ago. and i really thought i was going to retire. i said, why am i doing this anymore? i've proven everything i need to prove. my show has been successful. i went to satellite. we started with 600,000 people there. now we're over 20 million. i feel like we hit a home run. when i say we, i mean the whole show, robin and fred and gary. all the people i work with. i said to myself, why am i doing this anymore? it makes me crazy. i hate getting up early in the morning. and i don't particularl...

You've enjoyed, the status and everything that comes with it, what would motivate you to get out of bed at 3:30, 4:00 every day to carry on doing this? >> i don't know. i came to a conclusion because my contract was up a few months ago. and i really thought i was going to retire. i said, why am i doing this anymore? i've proven everything i need to prove. my show has been successful. i went to satellite. we started with 600,000 people there. now we're over 20 million. i feel like we hit a home run. when i say we, i mean the whole show, robin and fred and gary. i said to myself, why am i doing ...

What would motivate you to get out of bed at 3:30, 4:00 every day to carry on doing this? >> i don't know. i came to a conclusion because my contract was up a few months ago. and i really thought i was going to retire. i said, why am i doing this anymore? i've proven everything i need to prove. my show has been successful. i went to satellite. we started with 600,000 people there. now we're over 20 million. i feel like we hit a home run. when i say we, i mean the whole show, robin and fred and gary. i said to myself, why am i doing this anymore? it makes me crazy. i hate getting up early in th...

But it was wonderful training ground. >> one of the questions on twitter today, if you've got the money that you made, the success you've enjoyed, the status and everything that comes with it, what would motivate you to get out of bed at 3:30, 4:00 every day to carry on doing this? >> i don't know. i came to a conclusion because my contract was up a few months ago. and i really thought i was going to retire. i said, why am i doing this anymore? i've proven everything i need to prove. my show has been successful. i went to satellite. we started with 600,000 people there. now we're over 20 milli...