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This is the west i've ever been. i can only go up from here. i don't know what to expect and what's going to happen. whatever negativity is about to come, i'm not thinking about it. i'll cross that bridge once i come to it. >> dicillo. brown. >> they say ignorance is bliss. and i've tried to just not even think about it, to be honest with you. part of the recovery process is to learn to forgive yourself. i've forgiven myself for things i've done and this is just kind of what i have to do to move forward and grow inwardly. i don't have any control over the situation. you've got to make the best...

>> coming up -- >> when he slammed the door, what did you do? >> i slapped him. >> you slapped him. you sure did. >> big sam mcclaren launches an investigation into the assault on nick dicillo. >> you lying to me. you lying to me about how and why you slapped that man. >> and later -- >> inmate in ten charlie pod, he smeared feces all over his body, and the walls, and the doors. >> nothing surprises me. some guys you know they're perfectly calm one minute and the next minute they're doing what he did. ♪ go ahead, spoil yourself. the es and es hybrid. experience amazing. whoamike and jen doyl...

The heartless felons and his assault on nick dicillo is in an apparent state of crisis. >> inmate in 10 charlie pod, he smeared feces all over his body, and the walls and the doors. and he seems irate for some reason. so i've been ordered to go in there and hopefully take him out without an incident. >> mclemore, come here. come here. get in the water, man, we'll talk about it when you come out. all right? >> ain't going to kill me. >> we ain't going to kill you or we ain't going to try to hurt you. >> you're gonna hurt me. >> no, we're not. >> mclemore, we're going to bring you out, all right...

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And i haven't really had to deal with it until today. this place leaves you pretty emotionally calloused. they talk about -- they stress how important it is to be a man in jail. you're not supposed to have emotions whatsoever, but it's not me. >> dicillo has been in the jail for two and a half months and he says his time here has been marked by a continuous state of fear. >> when i first got in the pod, being white and appearing weak, you're an easy target, especially for the gang related activity, the heartless felons, i didn't even have any commissary, which was crazy. i was guarding somebod...