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I have no doubt in my mind, i'm going to do it. this is dead. that's it. ha, ha harks. cut it! >> reporter: we caught up with ray a few days later. he had just received a letter from ray. it was written the day before he violated his parole. >> parole is hard for me. if i go back i am giving my computer to raven. she is cool. i like this part, too. i have been talking to her on the phone. this is my daughter, i love her so much. i love her little baby. she is a good kid. it's a trip he's getting on my ass and he's on his way back. you do right by her. don't drink, dog. i love you, brother. it ...

Bulimia and alcohol. dealing with george hamilton, on the one hand, and rod stewart on the other. how did you keep that part of your life hidden for so long? >> and why? >> well, because i am a very private person basically and that is why after i wrote the book i sort of went into a panic attack thinking oh, my god now my life is really going to be an open book. i thought by sharing my challenges and struggles maybe i could help somebody else going through a similar thing. as you said i have gone through a variety of different challenges in my life and i grew up very, very poor with in my ear...

Bulimia and alcohol. dealing with george hamilton, on the one hand, and rod stewart on the other. how did you keep that part of your life hidden for so long? >> and why? >> well, because i am a very private person basically and that is why after i wrote the book i sort of went into a panic attack thinking oh, my god now my life is really going to be an open book. i thought by sharing my challenges and struggles maybe i could help somebody else going through a similar thing. as you said i have gone through a variety of different challenges in my life and i grew up very, very poor with in my ear...