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I don't know. maybe you can call me crazy, but i feel in my heart, he's alive somewhere. i don't know but my mom and my mom's strong. my dad has tried to become so strong. he cannot cry from the first time until maybe four days. four days goes by. but we accept the worst part. we know the worst part we know already. >> reporter: you just want to see him come home you want to see if he has survived? >> yeah still. >> reporter: you want to say good-bye. >> no no not good-bye. i mean until we see the body we're still praying. >> wow. pretty extraordinary, she's one of many family members praying ...