Was going on in his home, and with all that time, to do nothing but think about who you really are and what you really did, he may have arrived at some conclusions about himself that he couldn't live with. >> one thing, chris, this was important, the first thing when i asked her, i said how do you feel? she said "i feel for the girls. i want to know how they're feeling." that was the first thing that came out of her mouths, the three girls, ariel castro's mother and what she is going through. i want to make sure initially it was not a selfish thought, it was all about them. >> there are a lot ...