Detailed text transcripts for TV channel - CNN - 20100510:11:28:00
After having that self-realization, what's next? >> honestly from here, i don't know where everything is going to go. but i want to try -- i want to try really hard to stop making excuses for why i do these things. because it's not getting me anywhere. >> reporter: then two hours later. after we finished our interview, melissa and sara were snorting add deral in their car. >> prescription pills suck. i'm currently high on them and it's not worth it. it's not worth it. >> reporter: even that wasn't her lowest. she would hit rock bottom in two days. you've been through a lot since we last spoke?...