I couldn t afford all of these. i flew to barbados and i rented a private plane for st. lucia. i remember having to keep the pilot awake with coffee. i had a friend of mine make sure that he didn t get drunk again so we could fly back. how tense was that moment when you got your kids and you got back to your hotel and people showed snup. i look out and there were a load of policemen. there were soldiers and a truckload of them with bullets around them telling me to let the kids go and i remember screaming i m not letting my kids go. these are americans. these are my children. they realize you have a name then, american. they didn t take my kids. they gave me the next day to get things straightened. the next day i was back in the united states of america. were you concerned at that ....