CNN CNN Tonight June 12, 2014 02:05:00
Depression and suicide." tomorrow marks the anniversary. you were only 24 years old at the time. how do you feel after so much time has passed? >> you know it so surreal it almost feels -- it really feels like it was yesterday. 20 years have gone by. and we are still talking about it. i'm grateful that, you know, nicole is not forgotten and ron is not forgotten. it is so surreal that is really seems like yesterday, but life has gone on, you know. it's been, i lived out 20 years of my life and had to go through a lot of chaos as the title of my book says to get to where i'm at today. 20 years a...