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It's inescapable, and he's had to live it and try to cope with it. >> you know, i'll try to change. i want to be different. i don't want to be like this. i never want to give up hope. when you give up hope, it's over. i mean, basically, like i've always had like this suicidal voice in my head every day, like telling me, you know what i mean, to kill myself, like every day. there's never been a day that went by that i haven't at some point throughout the day thought about killing myself. >> how many times have you tried to kill yourself? >> a few. a few. >> do i see a jesus tattoo on your neck ...

Isn't so bad after all. >> most inmates prefer to live in the jail's general population units. they enjoy more time out of their cells, televisions, and the ability to socialize with others. but sometimes, that leads to conflict. >> we just had an officer call on the radio that she needed help. don't know what the issue is but we should find out shortly. >> now i'm getting in trouble for what? so can i go ahead and fight it, then, if i'm going to get in trouble? >> ain't fighting nobody, that's the whole gist. >> that's what i'm saying. i didn't do nothing. i'm going to do something i'm going ...

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Different message. >> cut my throat one time and i just filled it in, colored the scar in and branded, basically, "jesus saves" on my neck. more of a reminder to me when i looked in the mirror every day. >> giroux's tattoos might represent opposing forces in his life, but he says that's been an issue for a long time, and now he wants to deal with it. >> i put a request in to the psych doctor about speaking to him about issues that i've had pretty much since i was young that i've kept hidden because i didn't want people to think i was crazy. >> joseph, i think, has been struggling for many year...

Are, you know, normal or whatever. >> well, at this point we need to make a plan for your mental health care. would you be interested in taking some medication again? >> mm-hmm. >> let's see if we can have that assist with quieting down the voices in your head that are troubling you. it fights off depression as well. and then i'll check up and see how you're doing. okay? we're not going to let this get you. we want to partner up with you and fight this with you, okay? >> thank you. i haven't given up hope, but i'm losing it. >> i think he was quite genuine about his concern for his life. i don...