So i'm not sure god is listening to me. out of interest -- >> let's get on our knees right now together. >> how many people in the audience tried a diet? of those, how many have been completely successful in keeping the weight down after the diet? okay. a lot fewer hands. congratulations to those. i think i saw a hand back here. its incredibly difficult. you yoyoed in weight all your life. particularly, it's interesting talking to you before we started, you were hit by big issues this year which hit many people which cause weight increase. you had a back injury, a terrible loss in your family....