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Like i said, he did not deserve what i did to him. i lost my daughters. >> she told us she regrets the past but she's also moving on. >> i still face the consequences of what i did. but i don't go around piled down with that guilt any more. yes, i'm guilty but god has forgiven me. >> but rupel told us her religious conversion wasn't easy.ç >> we had these ladies that would come in to do a bible study. i have to say, i hated them. they come in with their cheery little faces, smiling, telling me everything will be all right. everything will be all right. jesus will fix it. i was like, you don'...

You just leave me alone. i don't want to hear it! and don't ask me to talk! that's how i was. >> eventually, she joined the bible study and found a connection with several of the other participants. they too, killed their husbands or boyfriends. >> it helps me just knowing i have sisters i can lean on, someone i can talk to, someone i can share these things with. in here, you have to be careful who you share things with. ♪ here is power for you all ♪ here is power for you all >> while rupel appeared to have found redemption behind bars, our crew was struck by a parting comment made by the ...

Killer we've met that sees the hand of god at work in their lives. ♪ >> our crew first noticed cynthia while she was singing in the gospel choir at the north carolina correctional institute for women. >> i've been convicted of first-degree murder and my sentence is life in prison without parole. >> but the real surprise came ç when she told us of her life before prison. the mother of two used to make her living on the other side of the bars. >> there's not too many people in here who used to be a correctional officer for the same state they are now incarcerated in. but it's actually been v...

Murder. it was the death of my husband. we've been married 22 1/2 years and he was a good man. my husband did not abuse me. he did not deserve what i did to him. it's horrendous. there's no excuse for what i did. i know that i'm here -- that life is a merciful sentence for what i've done. my husband was clinically depressed. when he would be off his medication, be in a depressive state, he was not an easy man to live with at that time. he was hard to please. and, yes, there was another man involved at that time. and my husband knew about that. but he didn't -- i guess he didn't really see the ...