bullied. i want to talk to you about it. >> as a 17-year-old youth who was in quite a bit of despair, i attempted to kill myself. and i'm very happy today that the attempt was unsuccessful. at the time it's all that i could contemplate. there are people who can help you. you cannot do this alone. >> what do you think when you do that? there were a lot of emotional testimonies last night at the big town hall meeting. when the big name personalities are coming out to give their own personal stories they lived through, what does that say to you and the the message you need to take back to the students of rutgers? >> i definitely think it helps. in addition to combatting homophob homophobia, we need to destigmatize the process by which people seek help. sometimes people feel it's