jonathan, we appreciate you taking time to be with us once again. we know as we continue to get these updates how hard and confusing this has to be for you and your classmates. as you have had now a little over 24 hours to think about all this, how are you doing? >> well, a lot of the emotion that i had yesterday has kind of died down, but i think that's just a coping mechanism. this is something you can't -- it's hard to subconsciously accept. i consciously accepted -- it is hard to just fast fathom that. i'm not sure i can put it into words. >>on thank, i know has a young man you are thrust into foreign