My partner is a West Papuan refugee. Half of our childrenâs family live in West Papua, terrified of Indonesian soldiers, ready to run when Kopassus troops roll into their villages. I was suddenly painfully aware that my father is paid by a company that sells weapons that may be used against his own grandchildrenâs family.
I had always suspected that my fatherâs employer and my partnerâs journey might be connected in some way but I had never imagined how horribly entangled their stories were.
Lober Wanggai and Izzy Brown protest outside the Indonesian consulate
Lober, my partner and father of three of my children, landed in Cape York, Australia on 17 January 2006 in an outrigger canoe with 42 other refugees from West Papua. All were detained on Christmas Island before being granted asylum. Indonesia took offence at Australiaâs acceptance of them and targeted their families. Loberâs mother was arrested in retribution. Friends and family members of these Papuans in exile have been arrested, tortured and killed. Like most refugees from war zones, the West Papuan 43 carry a burden of trauma that includes survivor guilt: why am I safe when others are dying?