i usually come up to this spot when i have a bad day or just need to think about stuff. what i like about it is you can kind of see all of the towns surrounding tuttle. i started taking tyler up here and we'd watch the storms and the lightning and it's just kind of been a little tradition to come up to this hill. we've been together for three years and three months. been through a lot. >> been through a lot. i've tried to commit suicide three times. >> once kelby came out and the town learned about her, it was overnight. we've pretty much been isolated here.