here. it is nice to finally meet you in person. so in 2017, my brother yush died. we have been estranged for two years at that point. i was writing at just a, bell a feminist website. identify as a feminist. yush had come to spells some mains rights views and that was really the crux of our strange. meant when he died, i went on this investigation or i really wanted to understand who he had become and how he died. he died due to complications from surgery. >> because he wanted to be taller? >> he wanted to be taller. and i wanted to understand what the two or three inches of extra hard meant to him emotionally. and it took me down the street running of what it meant to be a proud man, and indian