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Every day for over half my life not a moment has gone by when i didnt hang my head in guilt and shame. thats it. >> why did you feel the need to write that? >> well, i think it was -- this was as much for myself as it was for anybody elses sake. i this is going to sound kind of silly but i really didnt -- couldnt comprehend death until someone i knew -- until i had experienced that loss. and it -- it kind of put things in a completely different perspective when my grandma died. trowbridges cell ...

I hated myself for a long time. every day for over half my life not a moment has gone by when i didnt hang my head in guilt and shame. thats it. >> why did you feel the need to write that? >> well, i think it was -- this was as much for myself as it was for anybody elses sake. i this is going to sound kind of silly but i really didnt -- couldnt comprehend death until someone i knew -- until i had experienced that loss. and it -- it kind of put things in a completely different perspective when my...

You have every right to hate me for what ive done. i hated myself for a long time. every day for over half my life not a moment has gone by when i didnt hang my head in guilt and shame. thats it. >> why did you feel the need to write that? >> well, i think it was -- this was as much for myself as it was for anybody elses sake. i -- this is going to sound kind of silly but i really didnt -- couldnt comprehend death until someone i knew -- until i had experienced that loss. and it -- it kind of pu...

Express how sorry i am. to those who knew and loved [ bleep ] im sorry and will not ask for your forgiveness either. i know that ive hurt you in ways i have only just begun to understand. you have every right to hate me for what ive done. i hated myself for a long time. every day for over half my life not a moment has gone by when i didnt hang my head in guilt and shame. thats it. >> why did you feel the need to write that? >> well, i think it was -- this was as much for myself as it was for any...

Ask for your forgiveness either. i know that ive hurt you in ways i have only just begun to understand. you have every right to hate me for what ive done. i hated myself for a long time. every day for over half my life not a moment has gone by when i didnt hang my head in guilt and shame. thats it. >> why did you feel the need to write that? >> well, i think it was -- this was as much for myself as it was for anybody elses sake. i this is going to sound kind of silly but i really didnt -- couldn...

Every day for over half my life not a moment has gone by when i didnt hang my head in guilt and shame. thats it. >> why did you feel the need to write that? >> well, i think it was -- this was as much for myself as it was for anybody elses sake. i this is going to sound kind of silly but i really didnt -- couldnt comprehend death until someone i knew -- until i had experienced that loss. and it -- it kind of put things in a completely different perspective when my grandma died. trowbridges cell ...

Over with. i would be the last person that you would see. i was the nuclear option. [ music playing ] >> at the end of the day, life is about choices. all of this stuff is an illusion, the life i led on the streets, the dope dealing, the gang banging, the getting drunk and getting high. if you want to keep it real make better choices than the ones we made. it can lead you down three paths, death, a life in prison or an empty existence on the streets. >> one man band. >> while stroud uses music t...

Unusual pairing of convictions, murder and abuse of a corpse. he is serving 68 years. the victim was his ex-girlfriend, heather norris. >> it was a toxic relationship. it was love hate and i still very much love her. >> throughout the couples three-year relationship, heather told her family that bean was abusive and even though he faced a trial on domestic abuse charges at the time of heathers murder he says he wasnt abusive. >> it was predicated on a lie. the lie is that we had a violent relati...

Sexually assaulted her and i killed her. and i robbed her. and i left. the poor woman didnt stand a chance. >> prosecutors determined that trowbridge not only strangled his victim but sexually assaulted her after her death. he was sentenced to 77 years for robbery, murder and abuse of a corpse. he has served 15 and with good behavior could be out of prison by age 50. he lives in wabashs protective custody unit which houses inmates whose lives could be at risk in general population due to the nat...

Every day for over half my life not a moment has gone by when i didnt hang my head in guilt and shame. thats it. >> why did you feel the need to write that? >> well, i think it was -- this was as much for myself as it was for anybody elses sake. i this is going to sound kind of silly but i really didnt -- couldnt comprehend death until someone i knew -- until i had experienced that loss. and it -- it kind of put things in a completely different perspective when my grandma died. trowbridges cell ...