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And then after that, i gradually developed this severe inability to speak, like -- like i have still, cause theres always this push-pull, this suppression. i wrote a note to do telling him, "im feeling i cant be in the group anymore." he came to talk to me and said, "you are throwing away your opportunity to graduate. you havent done anything to displease me. theres no reason for you to leave." and kept returning to this gut knowing, saying, "im sorry. i have no choice."