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Mommy, please. it was probably single-handedly the worst moment of my entire life, and i will never, i will never get that look out of my face that, that look that mason gave me when there was a clear understanding that -- >> when he died. >> when he got it. >> in my opinion f you ask me right now if coy sign on the dotted line and say get everyone out of afghanistan i wouldnt hesitate, i would say theres not worth one more soldier getting killed. but i also feel that what i did wasnt a waste. i...

And i started getting tears in my eyes. mason goes, mommy, why are you crying? we dont have bad hearts. and i said no, honey, you do not have bad hearts. i said, but, daddy, daddy had a bad heart. mason stared directly into my eyes. and he said how bad is his heart, mommy? and i literally saw the water fill up in his eyes as i said mason, i am so sorry, but you guys, daddy died. and i feel like i couldnt even believe myself that i just said those words to them. and mason immediately started plea...