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And i look at those shoes and i think oh, my gosh, what a horrible color. it is like this tan color. and i just think, what on earth am i going to wear with this. what is going to match this. there was no strap in the back. i dont like the sound they make when i wear them. the shoes were just a bad thing all together. im thinking about these shoes and there must be something in them. but i didnt pay too much attention to that. i just pushed it aside. i go shower. i change. c.j. tells me that onc...

Soulless. that they kill their soul. i had been awaiting trial for a year and a half. when i started talking to other girls, i found out that at least five of them had been caught exactly the same way with heroin in their shoes and when talking about c.j., i also discovered that some of them knew c.j. and had been set up by him as well. we were decoys. it actually makes me angry that so many people have fallen into the same trap as me. he knew exactly what was in those shoes. i mean, this is her...

He said that he is going to get his friend to find me. i will just wait for him to call. >> bye. >> so they said, well, we wait. the atmosphere at this moment is definitely getting a bit more charged. im feeling tired. im feeling frustrated. im feeling fed up. now the phone rings again. and nobody speaks. the man just nods. and i answer it. >> hello? >> hi. >> and somebody introduced himself and c.j.s friend. >> okay. >> he said to me i must let my hair loose so he knows who i am.

Most afraid of actually. and looking out across this road, i just thought, how am i going to do this. if c.j. had a suspicion, he would get me killed out there. i was thinking what it was like in johannesburg. people walk up to your car window and they shoot you. this guy could have a gun in his car. i am a walking target. im feeling sick. i was terrified. im the worm on the end of the line. thats it. im just a little worm.

>> where is your contact? >> i dont know. his name is c.j. >> he also found a slip of paper with a hotel name on it. >> how were you to make contact? >> c.j. was going to let me know when i got here. >> who gave this to me. where do i have go. who do i have to give it to. whos it for? >> i dont know. i dont know anything. >> okay, this is what is going to happen. >> he said to me that, if i got and meet this man, so that they can organize a sting operation, and they catch this guy, then i will g...

Parks sometimes and you got to use geckos running around on the wall. for me, that is sad. because this is not a holiday. we walk into the hotel room and everybody comes in. and we wait for c.j. to phone. i felt nervous because i didnt know whether c.j. would realize that this is a trap. >> hello? >> theres a police officer sitting next to me on the bed. her head is close to mine so she can hear what c.j. is saying. he told me to start speaking in afrikans. maybe at that point c.j. got nervous o...

Obviously thats the kind of customer that you want. he had a job. he was organized in life. he was going somewhere. you want to be like that. its appealing. one day he said to me, well if you want to, lets go somewhere. he asked questions about me. my family life. what i enjoyed in life. i do find it flattering, yes. he took my number as well. used to phone me quite often after that. i think looking back at it now, c.j. definitely knew exactly what he was doing. the next time me and c.j. met, he...

Take you so long? i tried to make everything seem okay. he knows i love the ocean so for him and for me it seems like the most logical thing in the world. >> no, no, we just stopped at the beach first. >> maybe at that point c.j. did have a little bit of a suspicious wiggle. he then said to me, im going to give you the name of another hotel. >> change hotels? >> hotel ala, he said to me, go there. >> all right, bye. >> destination change. >> we pull into the hotel. and the driver gets out. he ta...

Its over. it is game over. i made a bee line for the bathroom. i could see in the mirror that i am a bit pale. this is definitely affecting me. ive got to sit down. ive got to relax. i should have just run. but where do i go to? c.j. knows where i stay. he knows where i work. he knows who my sister is. where do you go? i remember looking down at these shoes and thinking, okay, now i really want know whats inside here. so i took one off my foot and i actually turned it around. and it looks normal...

Im terrified of the dark. it is one of the things that im most afraid of actually. and looking out across this road, i just thought, how am i going to do this. if c.j. had a suspicion, he would get me killed out there. i was thinking what it was like in johannesburg. people walk up to your car window and they shoot you. this guy could have a gun in his car. i am a walking target. im feeling sick. i was terrified. im the worm on the end of the line. thats it. im just a little worm. ticking .