i don t want to answer any questions. i feel so sad. i don t know if any of the other defense attorneys there will be automatic appeals. there will be appeals upon appeals, this will go on for years and years and years. we offered to plead guilty to every charge so long as his death was not the rut. so joshua would have been sentenced to life without the possibility of release, would have happened three weeks after the crime had taken place. josh would have disappeared into the great abyss of the penal system and would never have been heard from again. that was not serious enough
and we dated. we were in a relationship for about two years. we started dating when i was 14 or 15, and then our relationship was ended by the church. throughout the whole course of our relationship, we were trying not to have sex. that was the goal. it felt deeply, deeply sinful. our church community was our home school community and josh s family and mine as well had a very specific idea of good and evil. the devil was understood to be an entity that you could know. so if josh had anxiety, it was the devil. if he did something wrong, it was because he was being used as an agent of the devil.
deceptive. and that s my brother. monday, when i saw it on the news, all i heard was that there was the home invasion and what not. and it seemed like something steve would do. but he never smashing of the police cars and the breaking and entering and stuff like that. but the killing, the raping and the burning? that could have been josh. i don t know who was the mastermind. well, obviously, neither one of them, because they got caught. and they did something well, being a mastermind doesn t mean you don t get caught. honestly, you know, it is. it s it is the equivalent of the perfect storm. dear caroline, good evening, sweetheart. when i wake every morning, the sun is just starting to rise. its light dances across your picture, radiating your beautiful eyes and pretty smile. it s the best part of the day. a calming mix of hope, beauty and tranquillity. take care, caroline, smile.
i think it s hard for anybody to be able to deal with that kind of a situation. but probably more so for them, because they were individuals who basically had withdrawn from many aspects of public life. they ultimately posted a notice on the outside of their door. but that was it. and from that time on, they have had nothing to say. it was so disappointing, because i knew i was the last person therapeutically that met with josh, and to really paint a picture of him in a different light. i saw someone who created some beautiful designs. these sketches. i mean, this kid was amazing. how am i going to go in there and tell them that this was a good kid and that i was really
we were in a relationship for about two years. we started dating when i was 14 or 15, and then our relationship was ended by the church. throughout the whole course of our relationship, we were trying not to have sex. that was the goal. it felt deeply, deeply sinful. our church community was our home school community and josh s family and mine as well had a very specific idea of good and evil. the devil was understood to be an entity that you could know. so if josh had anxiety, it was the devil. if he did something wrong, it was because he was being used as an agent of the devil. josh spoke some to me about the