and the third part of the express train and it happened, like, the smoke grenade or bomb went off, i would say about two minutes before we got to the 36th street platform. and there was a train delay buzz t because the train conductor said there was a delay ahead. it seemed like it was planned because at least four minutes between the stop. so this, what i thought was fireworks but now hearing that it was gunshots and i m thankful i hid behind one of the chairs, but yeah. i honestly have no words for what i ve experienced. i can t even imagine what that experience must have been like for you, yav. just to clarify, were you in the actual car where the shooting took place or were you in a