tells the story. steven stanton had a job, a wife and son then he was planning to become a woman. he was fired and made a change he had been moving toward all his life. the cnn documentary "her name was steven" follows the transition to become susan. the journey goes back to early childhood. >> steven in a space helmet. >> i was never attracted to dolls and pink things and all that stuff. i loved digging in the dirt. at that time was feeling very different from other kids, not knowing what i was feeling. you feel that the outside doesn't match the inside. in a very real way that is not easily understood. so i can't give a real good clinical definition of what a transsexual is, but for me at a