life-long desire to become susan. we were told you are going to make an announcement tonight of some kind. >> the announcement was we were going to sue. >> you are not? >> we are not. there is a time for healing than the process of litigation. i always said i wanted to educate, i wanted to educate, to make people understand just because you are transsexual doesn't mean you can't lead. doesn't mean you can't be a productive person. i think i can do that better as an advocate. you need to make me beautiful. >> that's my intentions. >> i appreciate this. i started that i was transitions to a transsexual, doing the