television, you're, you know, a very glamorous figure in the celebrity world and there's this guy who systemically abused you back on the streets free to lead his life as he's already shown once just turned up if he wants to. >> i think about it and it creeps me out but i try not to. i try to move on from it. >> what's been the impact to you psychologically do you think. >> i think a lot. growing up with no self-esteem. no confidence, getting into abusive relationships in high school with men not knowing my boundaries, feeling like i always need to please and have no self-respect for who i am. >> we'll take a short break. when we come back i want to talk to you about how dance enabled you to get out of that abusive time in your life and turn you into the happy woman you've become. ring ring ring ring