their most desperate and ugly, that you become desensitized and maybe even turn into ha monster. >> just think about t every day they are looking at the worst of society. and maybe they have a partner that gets killed or shot. it's all very overwhelming. many turn to alcohol and drugs to medicate. and i'm not trying to be apologize for the police because they do need to be held accountable. but we need to help them. we really do. because they are out there and they are the wunones that are gg to show up at your home. >> anthony: mexican america, middle east l.a. victim of a crime. you call in the police expecting a sympathetic response? i mean, generally speaking, what do you think? >> i think most police officers show up being ready to help out. they certainly have to do their job. >> anthony: but what do you think the victim thinks?