physically and psychologically. most of those in the perfume house and you had problems with the gynecologist but i didn't remember it being this bad. it made my stomach hurt to see you so tense so i'm going on i knew you couldn't open or close your legs they were so stiff even when the doctor wasn't doing anything more difficult the more of a look at my hand she said i'm not touching you you were trembling. since then i've had this tension. of mine involved in my belly i'm so tense. and even up on my shoulder up here. on. as i think of because i know it's all in your head right well i call it the scissors in your head because the memory is so awful so brutal the internet has refused to give my.