get out or what was spared? >> my best friend, madison, actually. she waited to get her license until she was 18 so she still only had her permit and we went driving one day so she has only had not that much experience behind the wheel but she had to go and get her truck and pack it up and leave alone. as soon as i found out there was a fire i called her and i wanted to know if she was okay. she told me that. i just started crying. everyone we know in paradise has had confirmation their house is gone. i have talked to nobody that has had their house survive this. >> bill: wow. you had some fires in that area just a year ago also and now you think about the future. have you even stopped with your parents to think about what comes next and where you go?