on my shoulders. that's how he made me feel. like i have to get him out. >> somebody's giving me what skye's given me. we fight real bad. we do. we fight bad. especially when there's drugs involved. and regardless of that i've tried to replace it, i have tried to move on and get away from what we both have. and there is always just this huge, big empty hole inside of me that yearns for skye, and nobody is going to fill that, nobody can take that spot. i'm going to marry that girl, that is all i can do. i love that girl. >> coming up. >> adam verlander gets a judgment of a different sort. and juan rubio appears to have a change of heart. >> we're still looking into it